• what if i don’t want to be just ‘fine?’

    yes, i know i was fine before. and yes, i am fine after. but is it too much to ask for more than just fine? is it too much to ask for happiness, joy, love, and companionship?  i can successfully pilot my life alone. my life is fine by itself. i should be grateful for…

    what if i don’t want to be just ‘fine?’
  • i think i needed this.

    i don’t think i could truly know how much i’ve grown without actually having to face this head-on. i could guess i had grown based on the new outlook on life i’d attained over the past few years. however, i wouldn’t have known for sure if i wasn’t put in a similar heart-breaking situation to…

  • “Shannon & Guest”

    I received a wedding invitation addressed to “Shannon & Guest.” I guess I forgot people receive mail addressed like that… or really I forgot I could ever receive mail addressed like that. It’s been just “Shannon B…” forever. The addition definitely brought up something I try very hard, and lately successfully, to ignore. Like it’s…

  • baby reindeer

    The beauty of the blog is that I get to decide what I want to talk about – whatever gives me inspiration, or ignites a thought/opinion that I want to share. And right now that is the Netflix show Baby Reindeer. Very long and compelling story, incredibly short: Baby Reindeer is a guy’s autobiographical recount…

    baby reindeer
  • On trying & failing…

    I get so focused on whether or not I’ll be able to succeed or stick to something before even trying it. So much so that it makes me scared to even start. Of course that’s because it’s easy to feel like a failure when you don’t succeed at it exactly as you intended. So, I…

    On trying & failing…